thank god it's friday eve

1.  I am still a non stop eating machine.  Pretty sure I have eaten at least 7 oreos since lunch, which was two fast food tacos :'(

2.  Took my "baby" Hunter to the vet yesterday to get his stitches out.  He always makes me a proud and happy momma.  He did great of course and located the treats right away (related to his mom much?)

Afterwards I took him to McDonald's for chicken nuggets.  I swear that dog can see the Golden Arches a block away.

And of course then he had to act like he was a really good boy so he could con as many out of me as possible.

I even bit them in two so he wouldn't get choked on them.  Those things make me gag.  There are no limits to what I would do for my boy.  He better appreciate it.  At least there was no chance of me eating them, blech.  I just love my guys so much.

3.  After the vet and getting Hunter settled in Dennis and I went to eat.  I got sirloin tips with peppers and onions and fries.  Believe it or not the fries were gross so I didn't eat them.  I looked up the calories on the steak and it says 397, so again, if it hadn't been for the crap food I ate sitting around work yesterday I would have been fine on calories.

4.  And you would think I would have learned my lesson but I had to have some brown socks to wear with my new outfit today so we went by Target to get some after dinner.  Well me being the smart person I am bought candy to restock my friends candy dish that I single handed emptied.  You would think I would get some stuff that I hate but nope.  More snickers, m&m, 3 musketeers, twix....ya know, the good stuff.  I should have gotten payday and butterfingers because gross.  I am my own worse enemy.

5.  My plan is to run when I get off work.  Even if it is just a block.  It is 46 degrees outside but the wind is horrible.  Hey that is what face masks are for right?  Plus there is always the gym.  I will not be running in the fitness room at work.

6.  I am going shopping with my mom and sister either at lunch or after work tomorrow.  I don't know that I will feel like buying much since I don't feel particularly good about myself but you never know.  Purses always fit, just ask my closet full of purses.

7.  I am going to get my nails done on Saturday.  I figured I might as well live it up before they furlough me!!

8.  I think I am going to go buy some flowers at Whole Foods this weekend to put on my desk.  Maybe it will help my mood.  When/if someone asks what they are for I will tell them it's just because this place sucks and I needed something pleasant to look at.  Ok, maybe not. 

9.  I no longer feel sick.  Man strep is a real pain in the ass.  I haven't taken NyQuil in two nights.  The withdraws really suck, lol

10. I called my doctor's office today to see about getting a fill.  I told the nurse that I want to be really tight for awhile until things kind of calm down.  If he is unable to unwilling to do that I will ask him if he can give me something for anxiety or refer me to a counselor for awhile.  Since I was self pay I never had to do the psych screenings.  There is a sports nutritionist who runs with our group but the thing is I know what to do I am just not doing it.  I would rather pay a personal trainer who I turned my food log into and kicked my butt for every m&m I eat.  My appointment is March 11 so we will see....