weekend recap

111.8 this morning. I am sure it is because of stress and heat, both of which make me feel sick. I know I am starting to get too low. When I go to the doctor August 6 I may ask him to remove some fluid from my band. My size 2 pants are really starting to bag. Even though I don't see how I really look in the mirror (I will alway see myself at almost 200 pounds I think) I don't want to look sick or jepordize my health.

Saturday ended up being lot of fun. I went in and had my hair and make-up done at 9:30 downtown. my friend said that I look pissed in the picture but for one I wasn't really sure about my hair and I was trying to think of the best way to get across town in 30 minutes with the butt load of construction we have.

I brought a lot of outfits for the pictures, thinking she would be a lot better at picking out what looks good then I do. The appointment was supposed to be 45 minutes but I was there for a good 2 hours!! She started off pretty tame in a cute black nightie that I would really wear around the house. I think mostly she took pictures of my legs in heels though. According to her she was in love with my legs. After that we moved on to a white tank top and zebra print boxers. She had me on a zebra rug. Then she poured me a shot of something and told me to go change into my black bra and garter thing. That was when I really started to get nervous!! She told me that she thinks I will like these pictures the most. We will see. From there I changed into another bra and pantie set with a push up bra , but she had me put on the men's oversized white dress shirt I brought. After another shot of somethin strong and alcholic in nature, she had me wrapped up in a white sheet taking all kinds of pictures. Of course I was covered at all times. She said she never shows people pictures from the back of her camera while she is working but she had to show me one of the white sheet pictures. You know how small they are but I really couldn't believe it was really me I think I will give the little black book I get with the special to Dennis for our "first" anniversary the first week in October. He will be blown over!!



Anyway, I go in Friday to see the proofs. I told her she better get to photoshopping!! I think I am more nervous to see the pictures then to take them.



Last night we took my parents, little sister and her BFF/our cousin out for dinner. We wanted to take my mom out before she starts chemo. We went to a place called Ted's, which has fantastic tex-mex and a lot of it. I think my parents had fun and enjoyed the food and company. My mom is on the colonoscopy soap box almost going up to complete strangers and telling them to have it done sooner rather than later. Hey, having hers done when she did probably saved her life so I can't complain too much. I really want to take her out again next weekend and have mani/pedi done and lunch. I don't think they will let her have it done after she starts treatment with the threat of bacteria. I will find out more after we go to the class on Wednesday.



The Olympics start Friday. I am such an Olympics geek. I can hardly wait!!