feeling down

I am sure the lack of exercise is finally starting to make me super cranky.  I am just in a blah mood and have no desire to even crawl out of this little whole.  It is bad enough that my weight was up two whole pounds today and I just didn't even care. 

I have had my leg taped up for the last two weeks but for some reason it didn't stick as well this week as it did last week.  I asked Dennis to trim up some of the ends that were coming loose and he freaking cut my leg with the scissors.  When I yelled out he said he didn't see any blood so I made him take the wrap off to prove that he cut me.  Now I have no wrap on my leg and I am prety sure the swelling is up as a result, I am going to pretend that is where the two pounds are coming from. 

My birthday is 15 days away and I had planned on a shopping trip to the new outlet mall in OKC with a friend but it seems as if today was the day my television decided to die.  There goes the birthday trip.  I just hope it doesn't effect my plans to go to London.  Those suckers are not cheap.  I may just get the little 20 inch out of the bedroom and see what black friday has to offer. 

I go back to the doctor on Wednesday but my leg is still bruised and the knot is still there so I am sure I will be told no exercise for another week.  I know I could do a little bit of upper body but you would be suprised what little you can do.  Most moves engage the hamstring enough to cause tightness if not outright pain. 

Monday is fill day.  I have mixed fellings about getting a fill.  I am down 5 pounds from my last visit, since my birthday is a week after the visit I would kind of like him to take some out and go back after my birthday and put it plus a little back in.  I just want to enjoy my birthday dinner without the fear of PBing a nice dinner all over the table.  Then again I don't want to gain any weight back either.  Hum, decisions decision.