another holiday party

I broke down and weighed at work yesterday.  I was wearing my dress and lacy leggings so it was as close to naked as I would get in the locker room.  My weight was 110.8!!  I am really shocked.  After I had fluid removed I keep waiting for the day when I start to gain but so far that hasn't happened; thank God.  Maybe my metabolism is finally normal for the first time in my life?  I know that I eat like a "pig" some days, but it isn't like it used to be.   I don't clean my plate or go back for seconds, it is just more than I am normally able to eat.  The doctor said if I go below 110 I HAVE to have fluid removed.  So I haven't called to make an appointment like I am supposed to for December.  In my defense, I am also broke because of Christmas and the dental surgery.  I will call and get in after the New Year.  I must admit, it feels good not to be really stressed out about my weight for the first time ever.

Today is our Christmas party at work.  We have a lot of really bad food.  I know I will eat it but I just have to keep it in moderation.  I doubt I will be eating dinner tonight after all the food we will have here.  Dennis is supposed to come up for the lunch, I know he will keep me in check, lol.

I was supposed to run last night but my HMF text me and wanted me to go to dinner for my birthday (a month late).  It was fine and we talked a lot but I kind of wish I would have stayed and ran and told her we would have to meet up another day.  All these people kept running in front of the restaurant and I felt really bad for skipping.  Especially since I ordered chicken strips and they were the frozen kind you get from any fast food place for a fraction of the price.  I should have ordered the pasta.  Oh well.

I will run either today or Thursday.  It depends on how cold it is because I didn't bring anything for cold temps. 

I really don't have a whole lot going on.  Work is great this week.  Next week should be good, our Company party is Friday and we literally don't do a damn thing all day.  I also have my dentist appointment on Tuesday to have my screw checked.  I have my fingers crossed that he will tell me I can eat whatever I want.  There will be Mexican food in my near future if that is the case.  I really love chips and salsa and can't be trusted around it.  Come to think of it, I am tempted to take off all day and get some shopping in.  Hum....