checking in

My weight is staying constant but my appetite is coming back a little more; guess it is a good thing I have a fill scheduled for Monday. I wonder how much he will put in.  I have 4cc right now, even though I don't think the doctor has been real aggressive he said he was going to slow it down a little.  He said that he is estimating my green zone to be somewhere between 4 and 6.  I hope he gives me a whole cc but we will see.

so that is Monday, Wednesday is the fake wedding photo shoot.  I ended up buying a dress at salvation army for $149.  It isn't my style or what I would pick for my real wedding but the dress is very pretty.  I think my family is having a hard time believing it isn't real.  Yes I know it is a little strange but D and I are probably the least stressed out 'bride and groom' ever. One of my friends is literally driving me nuts trying to find a black dress....I thought that would be super easy to find. Not really happy with how I look in the dress but it could have been worse.

On  a related note, dress shopping could have been very depressing if I would have let it.  They do not make those dresses in the standard size.  I decided to not pay attention to the size, more than likely the dress has been altered anyway.  My size 12 AE jeans made it all better. 

I haven't been in the gym this week.  My sinuses are kicking my butt and I just didn't have the energy to do it. I hope to get  a run in tomorrow after I get home from my latest work trip and at least getting a good weight workout Sunday before I go see Dr. Atkins Monday.  I always see a small dip on the scale the day after a good workout.  I will be back before the end of the week.  I just feel so much better when I work out.